"10 Frequently Asked Questions About Our Open Adoption"
In 2002, when our son Houston was nine months
old, my husband Jeff and I began trying to conceive a second child.
After an arduous journey through failed infertility treatments and the
domestic adoption process, we welcomed our son Scotty in May
2010. Jeff and I spent a total of eight years thinking, journaling,
daydreaming, and asking questions. Now that our mystery is solved, we find
ourselves answering questions. We’re in a unique position; we can
compare Jeff’s 1963 closed adoption to Scotty’s 2010 “wide” open
adoption. Many of today’s birthparents seek some form of open adoption. Many
adoptive parents do too. So you may have questions. These are the most
frequently asked questions we hear regarding our relationship with our younger
son’s birth parents, Kerri and Bryant. I hope they comfort and
help you.
1. What exactly is an “open” adoption? Open adoption means that there is some level of
direct communication between the birth family and the child and his/her
adoptive family. In other words, instead of sending communication through a
third party (attorney, social worker, agency), you text, call, email,
correspond, etc. directly with one another. The frequency and type of contact
is determined by your and the birth parents’ comfort level. Jeff and
I like to text pictures and funny things that Scotty does
to Kerri and Bryant. We’ve met Bryant only once
because he lives five hundred miles away. But Kerri lives only ten
minutes away. So we see her four or five times a year. We usually go to her
grandparents’ house so her extended family can enjoy Scotty, too.
2. Can Kerri or Bryant ever come
back and get him? No. Never.
More importantly, they wouldn’t try. They love Scotty and
respect Jeff and me as his parents and Houston as his
brother. They chose us to be his family. Also, once the adoption was finalized
in court, Scotty got a new birth certificate
listing Jeff and me as his legal parents. The judge said, “He is as
legally yours as he would be if you had given birth to him.”
3. Does Scotty know who they are? What does
he call them?Scotty is
three-and-a-half years old as I write this. A few days ago, I asked him “Where
were you born?” He said, “At the doctor’s.” I asked, “Where did you grow before
you were born?” He said, “In Kerri’s tummy.” I asked, “Where
did Houston grow?” He answered, “In your tummy.” Then, unprompted, he
said, “Mama loves me and Kerri loves me.”
4. Is it hard for Kerri to see him? I asked her this same question. She said that it is
emotional but actually makes her feel really good about the decision she made
to place him with us. She said she loves seeing him happy, growing, and
learning. Instead of regret, she finds validation.
5. Is it tough on you to visit with them? Yes, mostly because I dreamed eight years for a baby
and cannot comprehend the sacrifices they’ve all made to make my dream come
true. Plus, I always want my sweet toddler and my pre-teen son to behave and
engage Scotty’s birth family with kindness and affection. My anxiety is
based on my own emotional stress. Scotty’s birth family has always been
very sweet to us. The experience, for me, is tiring but rewarding. And I’m
always in awe of how much love they show toward both my children.
6. When do you think Kerri will move on
with her life? Our open
adoption relationship actually helps Kerri “move on” with her life.
When I share Scotty news and pictures with her, she laughs and
compliments him and me and brags about his genetics. She is an extremely
well-adjusted birth mother (much thanks to counseling from our agency pre- and
post-placement). Kerri is 25 and doing well.
7. How long will you keep talking to them? Kerri made me a mother again and made my
son a brother. I will talk to her for the rest of our lives. She is my friend
and she is Scotty’s birthmother.
8. Won’t the relationship be confusing
for Scotty? Open adoption
helps alleviate mystery and confusion for birth parents and
adoptees. Scotty will know his birth family, genetic roots, the
circumstances of his conception and birth, and, most importantly, that he is
loved by those who created him and those who parent him. The truth is not
confusing. The truth is liberating.
9. What about when he’s a teenager? Do you think
he’ll ever want to go live with Kerri or Bryant? No. In every essence of our beings, Jeff and
I are his parents. In every essence of Scotty’s being and life experience,
he will know he’s our son. Nature and nurture do not compete. They
complement. Kerri, Bryan, Jeff, and I have the same goal:
for Scotty to be mentally, physically, emotionally, and spiritually
sound and happy.
10. Do you wish you had a closed adoption? Honestly, sometimes I do envy my friends who simply
“got their babies” and have no entanglements with the birth families of their
children. Perhaps a closed adoption would be easier for me. But adoption
isn’t just about me. It’s about everyone involved. Every time I speak
to Scotty’s birth family, I am in awe of their strength, compassion,
sacrifice, and love. I sincerely
love Kerri and Bryant. Open adoption has taught me
more about faith and love than any experience in my life. Plus, in my heart, I
think open adoption suits our families’ personalities (adoptive and birth) and
that, in the end, Scotty will benefit most of all. He will never
question, never doubt that he was and is loved by his birth family. And, if he
ever does, all he has to do is ask them.
As fascinating and difficult as six exhausting years of infertility treatments and two years of the arduous domestic adoption process were for me, almost all the inquisitive remarks I receive from other people these days surround one topic: my family’s open adoption with my son Scotty’s birth parents, Bryant and Kerri.